First Page Friday #1

First Page Friday is a brand new weekly meme hosted by Dani on Pen to Paper BlogFirst Page Friday

Every Friday I will post the first page of a book that I am excited to read. After reading the first page let me, I’ll let you know what I think and in turn I’d like to hear your thoughts on the novel as well.

Reason to Breathe

Title: Reason to Breathe

Author: Rebecca Donovan

Published: May 10, 2011

“No one tried to get involved with me, and I kept to myself. This was the place where everything was supposed to be safe and easy. How could Evan Mathews unravel my constant universe in just one day?”

In the affluent town of Weslyn, Connecticut, where most people worry about what to be seen in and who to be seen with, Emma Thomas would rather not be seen at all. She’s more concerned with feigning perfection while pulling down her sleeves to conceal the bruises – not wanting anyone to know how far from perfect her life truly is. Without expecting it, she finds love. It challenges her to recognize her own worth – but at the risk of revealing the terrible secret she’s desperate to hide. 

Reason to Breathe is an electrifying page turner from start to finish, a unique tale of life-changing love, unspeakable cruelty, and one girl’s fragile grasp of hope.

1. Nonexistent

Breathe. My eyes swelled as I swallowed against the lump in my throat. Frustrated with my weakness, I swiftly brushed the tears that had forced their way down my cheeks with the back of my hand. I couldn’t think about it anymore – I would explode.

I looked around the room that was mine, but had no true connection to me – a hand-me-down desk with a mismatched chair against the wall across from me with a three tiered bookcase that had seen too many homes in too many years next to it. There were no pictures on the walls. No reminder of who I was before I came here. It was just a space where I could hide – hide from the pain, the glares and the cutting words.

Why was I here? I knew the answer. It wasn’t a choice to be here; it was a necessity. I had nowhere else to go, and they couldn’t turn their backs on me. They were the only family I had, and for that I couldn’t be grateful.

I lay on my bed, attempting to divert my attention to my homework. I winced as I reached for my Trigonometry book. I couldn’t believe it was sore already. Great! It looked like I’d be wearing long sleeves again this week.

The aching pain in my shoulder caused the images of the horrific exchange to flash through my head. I felt the anger rising, making me clench my jaw and grit my teeth. I took a deep breath and allowed the dull wash of nothingness to envelop me. I needed to push it out of my head, so I forced myself to concentrate on my homework.

Thoughts: After reading the first page I’m hooked. I want to know why the narrator is in pain. Who/What caused the pain. Why the flash of anger and the resignation to do nothing?

What are your thoughts?


4 thoughts on “First Page Friday #1

  1. It’s interesting you say that because I remember thinking that the writing itself wasn’t all that stellar. Something about the emotional roller coaster hooked me though.


    1. Really?! I’ve read the first one, review will be out on Monday, but I don’t know, I have mixed feelings about the series. I’m trying to get through them. Reading them is an emotional roller coaster.


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